They say happiness finds those who seek it.

But where can you find it?

It's amazing how my very good day got ****ed up in 5 seconds. It was hopelessly stupid that my happiness was ephemeral. This sucks big time. I don't feel like talking about it and you guys probably know who is causing all this **** load of emotions.

And people said we should concentrate on happier things. So that is what I'm going to do now. Concentrate on happier things. Which would be difficult but damn it all!

Today was certainly good. I learned many new things, discovered hidden interests and brushed up relationships. And it certainly made me happy for today had not been spent mindlessly like every other day. Of course, in the end, it certainly got ****ed up. But, like I said, I don't want to talk about it.

My uncles (Ayah Ngah and Ayah Heng), sisters (you know who), cousins (Aina, Faris, Haziq, Hakim, Shaz and Hariz) and I went to Ayah Ngah's fishing estate today. At first, I was very reluctant to go but in the end, I was glad I did. And it wasn't just because the fish (which I, myself cooked) was deliciously fresh, it was because of, well... LOTS OF THINGS.

We caught many fish today. Okay, so the men caught the fish and the ladies just watched, but so what? I got busy in the kitchen in the end. From cooking to washing the dishes and cleaning up the table (well, floor, since there was no table), it was certainly a busy day... ish.

Of course, it was funny seeing how Faris, Shaz and Hariz fished and them cleaning the catch of the day. And how Hariz suddenly got all emo and Shaz annoying the hell out of Hakim with him going on and on and on about Ihsan. Which I seriously didn't get it. But it was still funny. Then there was Faris with his poker face and Aina with her jokes. Not to forget Haziq who stole our supply of Honey Stars because he was being greedy per usual.

I played my part well and I guess I'm just happy that I am no longer the quiet and shy girl around certain cousins. I'm friendly and okay more sporting. Well, at least that was what they told me.

The adage 'Time flies when you're having fun' is certainly true. 5 o'clock rolled in without notice. It was time to go home because good times don't last.

And it most certainly doesn't.

My feet are aching, my body just won't accept my brains command to get my butt off from the couch. But, all in all, 'the 3 sec **** aside, it was a good day. Even, in the end, Faris left for Hariz. Okay, that just sounded weird.

Well, this is me signing off.
Till next time,

Miss Hope