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| You know Leona Lewis' song? Better in time? If you don't, all I can say is, "Get a radio," Okay, so back to my point. The song HAS some truth in it. For me, at least. Of course, minus all the boyfriend dilemma and replace it with a... friend (?). Time does heal all wounds, regardless how miniscule. Three days ago, zits were forming on my nearly clean face. LOL... I am not deluded if that is what all of you are thinking. I rarely have zits. Honestly. So yesterday, I realized, I could go to sleep dreaming about Yamada Ryousuke, again!! It really sucked having to sleep with a heavy heart and a messed up mind. But now, the sinking feeling had abated and let me tell you, I feel like I am on top of the world. Well, almost. I do get a little queasy once a while because, let's face it, she was (mark the past tense) a really good friend when I was in hot water and the likes of it. The title Better in Time was picked for a reason. Wounds don't just die. They dissipate and yet not fully. Even when you think, I'm all right now and just don't give two sh**s about that said someone, there will always be a small part, even as small as one freaking particle, which would be adhered to your heart. Excuse the cliche. I know, even if we will reconcile, this episode will just cause our friendship become awkward. What had happened, can't be changed. If not, I would rule the world and Yamada will be my man-slave... -insert evil song- MWAHAHAHA... |
Ahem. So back to my point. We can't erase what had happened. So, to all you people who have only one close friend at school and he/she constantly gives you the cold shoulder, just go find a new friend. It's better getting a new close friend before she decides to go on an emotional tirade which gets you all down in the dumps and causes zits-inducing situations.
I still don't know what I should do with my plateful of problems. My choices are:
a) Say sorry. Be the first one to make the move. Problem? She may not forgive me and ignore me. Turned out I made her life miserable for everyday we knew each other. HAHA.
b) Don't give a f*** about it. If she doesn't give two s***, why should I. Problem? Gee, I dunno, maybe because it would make the problem worse? In her defense, though, I did kindasortasomewhat, messed up, too.
c) Let time just flow by. Problem? Look at b)
For now, I'm just going with c. But I will do something. I think.
I really don't want to talk abou this anymore. Hehe... Thanks Mrs E... :P With all due honesty, I thought you meant me in your post. Hehe... Kinda gave me a shocker.
Have you read my summary for the novel? What do you think? Okay? No? Good? Preferably the last, but hey, constructive criticisms are always welcomed.
BTW, I watched Twilight. You should think with me, being a huge fan would sound more enthusiastic. But really, they could've made it better. Loads better. I'll give it a B+ (and I'm being bias here) The characters didn't look as if they had any chemistry between them. The flow of story was not the best I had ever seen albeit the hig revenue. I was definitely not surprised of the steep fall in the movie after that. It wasn't something I would watch twice. Though that wasn't really saying much since there aren't much much movies I would watch twice regardless of the excellence and superbness. But to it's defense, the baseball part was awesome. Seriously. And I am no baseball fan. Nor am I a fan of many types of sports.
I think I should end my blog here. Mrs E, I'll try to be online. Hehe... Though I don't promise so don't wait. I don't want another messed up friendship. I LAP U!!
A-Maru
P/s: Excuse my colourful profanities in my previous blog. Hehe... Won't repeat it again unless some other s***s decide to mess me up. Again. So RIP applepounce. :P
1 comments:
Lets say if I say..
dun gimme any of ur ****** if I **** talk..
it should b fine =)
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